i never remember to update, so sorry about that anyways i got a job and i might be starting in december so thats awesome, and my music is going good, and my friends...well there my friends i never see them which is hard and i miss out on whats going on in there life so its hard to make a covo out of nothing!
my cus is like my little sister, shes 11 and shes wonderful, i've never had a sister period but i have experinced the "joy" of having brothers and trust me its horrorble and you want to kill them.
i wish i could kill that old lady that hit me with her tolley six times, its not my fault she didn't watch she was going, urgh! and those stupid sobby girls, god! could they glare at me anymore! and i got my hair cut and dyed so it looks awesome :)
and me and mum went shopping and i found a few good books and a few new shirts :) but i got my brother a zelda book so he was so happy =D
well my update on boys and dating well im not in any luck on either, guys don't want nothing to do with me and im single (duh) so i gave up on boys but it dosn't stop me from wishing i was like my friends, there beauiful, smart,fun, and everything im not, im none of those things, but it dosn't stop me from wishing...
i haven't felt like this in a long time, but i feel so numb, i dunno wat to feel anymore and yeh i have great friends but i never see them and i just want to hug them and laugh and smile like i used to...
alot goes on in my mind to like, what school will i go to? will my friends hate me if i go to a different school? what will i wear today? am i really that ugly that no guy likes me? whats wrong with me? why can't i be smarter? why can't i be prettier? i wish that it would just go back to way it was...
anyways thats whats going on in my crappy life
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